Is labor day weekend a bad luck sign for our family or what? 4 years ago, my grandma had a stroke the day before labor day and this year, her sister, which is my grandaunt had a stroke too.  She's such a healthy person, always eat healthy and loves to dance too.  Why is such healthy person had a stroke? We really don't understand.

My mom said the doctor said she might not be able to move after she wakes up from her operation today, this is really sad.  This is just so shocking for our family.  I remember my mom was still talking to her yesterday on the phone before she went on a vacation today.  Man....life is really mysterious and I must say, life is short so enjoy every moment.  Especially treasure the time you have with the one you loved, especially with your family.  I'm still questioning myself, why? why? why? I really hope kami sama will not get her away from us.  I miss her so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I hope she wakes up and be able to move *pray*

Life is really unpredictable!!!!

Tags: grandaunt, labor day weekend, stroke
feeling: shocked

wah....i didn't know i've been on a hiatus for such a long long time.  been so busy with work, studying and life i guess.  i guess studying for the cpa exam mean i will have no life for 1 year.  actually it've been more than 1 year since my studying and i still have not finish with all 4 parts of my exam *sigh.  i should feel ashame of myself.  but then with work, it's really tough to study.

so i guess i'm going to say good-bye to LJ for a while and hopefully i can catch up later.  till then, i'm going to miss everyone!!!!!

Tags: cpa exam, hiatus
feeling: tired

i can't believe i'm back in sacramento.  but i'm glad tomorrow will be my last day here for training.  i guess overall it was ok, kind of fun not have to go to work and get to meet new people during the training, but i guess i still prefer staying home.  

today is such a horrible day.  i went to a korean place to eat for dinner and i parked my rental car right outside a market, and then after i'm done with dinner, my car got marked with black marker.  i know it's the employee from the market who did it, they probably didn't like it when i parked my car there and didn't shop at the market.  he's like the only person i saw keep walking in front of the market.  people can be really rude here.  gosh i hate this place. 

and i can't believe i forgot to get my flight paper from my laptop bag which i left it in the classroom.  luckily i have the information in my email so i could print it out and check in for the flight today.  gosh....this afternoon is crazy. 

well....last night here, so sayonara to sacramento haha!!!! don't miss it at all!

Tags: sacramento, training
Current Location: Hyatt Place Hotal
feeling: grumpy

i can't believe the graduation ceremony is over.  i really had a lot of fun yesterday.  the ceremony really brought back a lot my junior high, and high school graduation memories.  of course i feel happy about graduating from college but in a way i feel sad cause i'll have to depart with my friends.  the feeling is a bit weird, feel like part of my life just ending, but another page in my life just started.  now i really feel like i miss school alot.  kind of wish i stay at school a bit longer.  

it is a nice moment sharing this happiness with my love one.  i will never forget this in my life.

feeling: nostalgic

omg.....vampire knights finally went to anime.  thanks to ivy for letting me know.  that's how long i haven't been watching anime.  i miss the old animanga life!!! but i think it'll be hard to go back.  but yea....watching anime again is really fun.  so while i was searching for this spring anime, i am so happy to see kyou kara maou back, i got to get my hand on that again. 

Tags: vampire knights
Current Location: home
listening to: cho by V6

i can't believe it's already been 4 months since i started my full time work.  time flies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! work is getting harder and harder, a case got rejected and got bounced back to me by my supervisor *sigh*, i guess it's part of the learning process.  i don't know why, is it just me or what? everytime i work on cases, they look right to me, but when my lead or my supervisor review them, they always find the mistake that i didn't catch.  i know, everyone told me it's part of the learning curve and i just have to go through it.  so now i have to be extra caution when reviewing the documentation.  

but it's hard because i just don't have the experience and i don't want to keep bothering my lead all the time, especially when i know she is so busy with her own cases too.  but one thing i'm really grateful is that i have such a wonderful lead like her.  she really teaches me alot of technical stuff, sometimes i wish she can review my work instead of my supervisor, cause she gives me more feedback and she's definitely more knowledgaeble than my supervisor.  too bad, i think after next week when my supervisor come back, i can't rely on my lead as much.  i hate it when i ask my supervisor question and she doesn't look into my case and just answer my question like that.  cause sometime, you really need to read about the case before you can give an answer.  but what can i do, she's so busy with her work, and the only time she actually read the case is when i submit the case for review.  that'll be too late for me to change.  how i wish i can ask her to look over the case before i submit it for review, so i can correct my mistakes.  i guess life isn't as easy as i thought, especially with work!!!! now i really miss the school life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Tags: cases, review, stress, work
feeling: restless

i finally went to the first field work on my own.  i guess it was ok, i just hate to look for the building in an unfamiliar place.  i did got to go home early but that's because i know if i leave late there will be traffic.  i think that's the best thing about field work, "going home early".  but the drive is crazy, takes me around 2 hr just to get to the place.

can't believe it's already been more than a month since i started my full time job.  i'm getting use to it but i think going to work everyday in the same place is a bit boring.  i wish i can pick my case soon so i can pick somewhere close to where i live, then i'll love to go to the field more often.  meanwhile, please don't make me go so far. i hate the long drive.

anyway....chinese new year is coming to an end in just a couple of days.  i just hope this year will be smooth year for me and my family.  of course to the rest of the world too.  

lately i've been addicted to playing the DS game "PHOENIX WRIGHT ACE ATTORNEY", it is such a fun game to play.  whoever created this game is so brilliant and i'm really thankful for the creation.  i know i shouldn't be playing cause i should be studying for my cpa exam.  but man....this game is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fun!!!! if you got a DS, you gotta check it out. 

Tags: field work, nintendo ds, phoneix wright ace attorney, work
listening to: none

 can't believe i've work for one month being full time already.  time really flies.  got my first paycheck today so i'm really happy.  taxes sure is scary, i got deducted so much.  sad!!!

i'm be going to my first audit tomorrow.  i'm a bit excited but of course nervous too.  my lead will be going with me, which i'm really glad.  i rather have her go with me than my supervisor.  i hope everything goes well tomorrow.

working is not fun at all.  i miss my free time.  now that i have to study for my cpa exam, i don't even have time to do anything.  sometimes i feel like i kind of miss school.  oh well...i guess life must move on.

lastly, i want to apologize for not commenting in your LJ, i will try to do that when time permits. 

Tags: audit, free time, paycheck, school, work
Current Location: home
feeling: energetic

happy 2008 everyone! first post of the year and i'm a bit late here but better be late than not here haha.  anyway, it is raining so hard outside, i'm glad i didn't go to work today.  but can't do that anymore cause next tuesday, i'm going to start my full time position! feel kind of sad cause i know i won't be use to going to work early and going home late.  it's funny how when i don't get the job i feel sad but once i get it i feel sad too (i guess cause that means work, work and more work with no rest).

it was fun today, i hang out with ms. barbara, we went to kabuki to eat, i don't think she like the food very much cause she barely eat it.  but i think kabuki it's not a bad place, i like it there.  seems like ever since college, she's more into korean stuff than any other stuff.  people do change.

then after we ate, we went to the mall, and i was a bit disappointed because the burberry bag i want was gone! it was there last month, i wonder did it got sold.  it's a really cute bag but i think it's a bit small so i won't be able to fit my stuff.  maybe it's good that i don't see it there or else i know i will buy it. 

well....i guess now since things kind of get settled for me, maybe i can be a bit more relax.  however, it's easy to say than do.  now i have to worry about my CPA review class and then taking the test.  i think my life just barely started. 

Tags: burberry, cpa, kabuki, new year, work
Current Location: home
feeling: full

yup, i came back from disneyworld!  i had a blast over there, it was really fun.  i guess disney really gave me a magical experience, why? because i finally got hired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i don't know if this is my luck or it's fate, but hey it's definitely a miracle! i got a call from my boss last tuesday and she told me i got hired!!!!! i was like shocked!!!! cause she keep telling me about all the budget cut crap and now she tells me, "we are able to offer you a full time position".   of course i'm really happy, and i'm very grateful about it too.  my coworkers are all very nice, they all congraduate me and they really do feel happy for me.  they all said i deserve the position, but i don't know, i hope i do.  so that was like the best christmas present i ever got.  

i'm not sure if i'm ready working everyday, but i'm trying to get a hang of it by working everyday now.  but maybe i shouldn't cause once i start full time, i can't slack off anymore.  oh well....i guess it's ok, i do enjoy the feeling of being a full timer.  and i'm really excited about choosing a larger cubicle and have my own business card.  really looking forward to that.  i just hope everything will go well from now on *pray*

Tags: fate, hired, luck, miracle, work
Current Location: home
feeling: ecstatic
listening to: Cry No More by Mika Nakashima